October 1, 2012

Pregnancy Journal: 10 Weeks

Due date: April 29, 2012
How far along: 10 weeks
Size of baby: A kumquat
Weight gain: Back to my starting weight after losing a couple lbs, although my pants are a little snug in the belly.  The crazy thing is that I am actually showing a little, especially after eating.
Maternity clothes: Lord no
Movement: Don't feel anything yet, but that sweet thing was moving all over the place during our ultrasound!
Sleep: Better this week...maybe thanks to my Snoogle that we bought last weekend!
Cravings: My appetite is getting a little better.  Still limited on what I can eat though.  Loving country veggie plates and cornbread (think Cracker Barrel), pasta with marinara, cinnamon raisin bagels, peanut butter sandwiches, pineapple and grapes.
Aversions: A lot of stuff, but sweets in particular (which is hilarious if you know me at all).  Dairy products turn me off, except for cheese every now and then. 
Symptoms: Queasy pretty much all day everyday, and a little fatigue.
What I miss: Really just feeling like myself and being able to follow my usual workout.  I definitely can't do what I used to be able to do.  I miss my regular yoga classes too.  They just don't work with the queasiness right now though.
What I'm looking forward to: Telling friends in a few weeks.
Best moment of the week: Our ultrasound on 10/4, confirming that Baby Mac looked perfect!
Thoughts on pregnancy: It's funny because I keep finding myself saying things like, "I just don't understand why I'm so tired." or "Why can't I easily run a few miles?"  Matt is constantly looking at me like, "umm honey, because you're pregnant."  I have to constantly remind myself that it's normal to feel tired and that I shouldn't expect my body to be 100%.  It's hard for me to accept though. 

On another, slightly unrelated note, the past few weeks have been extremely stressful and taxing for me (waiting on bar results among other things).  I was really worried and anxious about our appt. this week, for fear that the stress I had been under would somehow affect the baby.  A couple days before our appointment I was reminded of this passage from the book Traveling Mercies where there's a woman on a trip and everything is going horribly wrong.  She starts complaining to the person sitting next to her on a train and it turns out that he works for the Dalai Lama... 

"And he said - gently - that they believe when a lot of things start going wrong all at once, it is to protect something big and lovely that is trying to get itself born - and this something needs for you to be distracted that it can be born as perfectly as possible."  ~Traveling Mercies by Anne Lamott

And finally, I will leave you with a few pics from our appointment this week and the latest belly shot...

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